I think of past lovers and intimate times. I really kept thinking of my brother who was having health issues again. I’m a dragon and I also played games of chess.
If I open them, it almost stops everything. I am able to journey now once my eyes are closed. After 30 minutes I feel the medicine coming and I ask to take the music and go into a quiet room. She warns me that some people don’t journey for different reasons. She gives me another Dixie cup of a different kind. Two more hours go by and still no effects. It’s not pleasant and something like a barky porter beer that’s been sitting in the sun. She pours me a Dixie cup worth of medicine and I drink it. Courtni also warns again that the medicine could make me sick and brings a bucket close. We are sitting in a room and she sets the mood with music, some sage burning and candles. We get back to the house and it’s probably 8+ now. It was good to talk about our pasts and remember things not thought of in years. We sort of take a long walk and I end up a bit sweaty. Courtni and I are pretty close now and very open. Seven o’clock comes and we take a walk and talk about our lives but broken up in 13 year portions. The plan was for around 7pm ish, I would start with some capsules and then possibly take another amount every two hours. She was talking through the journey stages and making me aware of things that could come up. After that, we went back to her house and sort of hung out. Courtni got a crepe that was gigantic, and we laughed about it throughout the day and weekend. I’m not to eat much so I have an açaí berry bowl which was lovely. We drive around and down to a water spot then find a fantastic breakfast place. Huntington NY is a cool vibrant place with a lot of shopping and great places to eat. Courtni applied the Kambo and drove me back to my hotel and we planned to start around 11am the next morning.Ĭourtni picks me up at11:30 and we head into town to see what is going on.
Courtni was thorough on setting my expectations and that all we were really doing was getting me ready for tomorrow. The Kambo medicine process was given about 8pm that night and was interesting. All good vibes and feelings from walking through the door. I meet Courtni and we are like two old/new friends with open dialog on life, experiences and the next day and a half. Day one night was more for cleansing and preparing the body/mind for the journey on day two.
We planned to meet at 5pm(ish) for a few hours' day one. I am now a regular texter with Courtni and I am feeling a closeness because of how open, mindful and thorough everything has been since beginning.
#Counseling for teens near me plus
Simple and straightforward, plus the hotel ended being very close to Courtni. I flew in mid-afternoon and took the train into her area then taxied to my hotel. Changing my diet was hard but that paid off during my journey. I loved the books(audio) that were required, and the overall different areas of preparation helped me be successful. I had a number of zoom meetings the month before my planned visit with Courtni that helped me prepare but her guide and readings were excellent.
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